Musings

July 28, 2024

I only ever update this site in January or July. NO exeptions!!! It's 3 am and I'm still up even though I need to be up early so I can go to Latin mass.. Feeling a little too insane to sleep right now. Of course now that I feel like working on my site, I'm now feeling so sleepy... When I feel crazy I can't sleep so I act crazy during the day too. Maybe insanity-maxxing is the play here. I think I might actually go joker mode if I keep getting dicked around by these property management companies. Lease is supposed to start August 1st by the way hahahahaha. AND THEY HAVEN'T EVEN SENT IT YET! I just don't understand how typing up a lease can take two months. A competent paper pusher is a rarity indeed. And the mouthbreathers who run the Grove... All of them must have FAS. It just makes no sense how retarded they are. Hopefully the meeting with the private owner goes alright so I'm not forced to go jihad on the tards who run both of these companies. Oh and I deleted shitcord yipeee!! Ok so when does my life improve? I will take one neurotypical 5'10 or so white guy with a sprinkle of rizz please. No autists please, im already tar-tar as is. Even though Brady was being kind of mean to me I still want to make him watch NBK with me. Idk what this means.

September 9, 2024

WHAT DOES A GIRL HAVE TO DO AROUND HERE TO GET A SHITHEAD EDGELORD BF UGH. I suppose I just have to go out more often. But do what? Punk shows are fun and maybe gun ranges? I'm conflicted about going to church cause I still don't believe in the Abrahamic god necessarily. A sign of some sort would be nice. Seriously, I would love a come to Jesus moment. Mblex is tomorrow. I hope I pass! I stayed up all day and night and I was actually pretty productive. I filmed so much but I barely have enough usable footage. Vlogging is a lot of effort. Big girl's gotta get on the grindset though. I feel like the bins will be an easy way to get views. I guess I need to learn linux so I can actually use the alienware to edit my vids and pirate visual novels. Got to dig up my Mullvad account number first though. It would be difficult to explain the r18 psychological horror yaoi copyright claims though. Jk...probably hehehe Song: Tripshots - Nebula